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Hello beauties I just wanna say that Im currently falling in love with classical music. NO-not THAT classic like Beethoven's or Mozart's- well, at least not yet. I might go as far as adding those kind of music to my playlists sooner or later and that is for sure. It's just that after listening to TaySwift's Blank Space cello/piano version, I was totally stunned-felt goosebumps all over you-stunned. As lame as this may sounds, I kind of cried (no don't ask) but not a dramatic kind of cry but just plain tears. I don't even know why.  But honestly, no I don't think it's actually a cry though but ugh screw it I'm useless with words! Nak tahu something yang I dream gila tak? I've always wanted to go to MPO as a first date camtu ah. Ahaha I mean, the idea of going one is kinda romantic right? No? Whatever guys. Cause it definitely IS a turn on for me though. The beautiful sound of an orchestra is soothing. It takes you to a dream...

Hi uolls Okay so actually I have nothing productive to say. Just suddenly mood nak berblogging is switched on. I'm actually at my kampong ni so yeah, tahu jelah kan I have absolutely nothing to do (acah je ni padahal belambak je kerja boleh buat) So Intan actually nak story mory lah kot dengan uolls semua. Life ni kekadang memang seems unfair kan? I mean have u ever had to face rejection upon rejection some parts in your life? Well, I have to endure these things for quite a number of times now. And it sucks- to the moon and back. Know what? I failed the jpj test! Lol it has definitely taken its toll on my emotional rundown OK. In some ways, I feel kind of useless but then again inilah reality kehidupan kan? Life is like a wheel, rod, tyre, circle or whatever that is sememangnya kita akan merasa being at the top or even being squashed-as cliché as it sounds, it is undoubtedly the truth!-the ugly truth. Tak boleh nak lari dah. I don't know lah, maybe its karma or whatever n...

Hai I just checked the online MARA application and I got it! But I cannot get my hopes too high though bcs this is only the first step that is for the interview session je. After this ada ujian psychometrics which is to be done online je on 20th march ni. Then on the 28th I have to go to Kolej Mara Banting at 8am for the iv. Hmm, as far as I know, they divide into a few kelompoks. And the session only lasts for 4 hours je. So I think they'll be doing kelompok lah mcm group discussions then nak tengok siapa yg standout. GOD! :( The candidates have to wear sports attire and yang lagi absurd for me is that we have to bring at least, I repeat ATLEAST 10 helai of A4 papers! Gila kau, nyahh! Okay, this is really scary though.... Hmm I just hope I could do well. Know what? Because I am highly aware that I'll be competing against banyak straight a's student yg definitely have berderet A plusses on the...

Salam.   These past few weeks have been really mcm whistle blow for me. Idk maksud ke idak tu sebenarnya. Midnight ni segala harem words yg terkeluar of my mind ni. But anyway, banyak perkara made me re-think and muhasabah myself. Entahla, sometimes I think that I really like really really really need to go to rehabilitation. NO. Not bcs of the drug addictions or whatever not tu but for self-improvement. No, that's not the word. Haih why oh whyyy am I bad at using words ni? ugh... -_-     Okay sorry. I keep on gibbering ni.     My uncle bought me a laptop (ehem) because I (dengan muka tak malunya) asked from him as my SPM present. I mean, he's devilishly wealthy so why not? Mana tahu masuk jarum tu kan? And just a few days later he bought it. Just like sekali petik je. Didn't saw it coming tau. Sumpah! Cause frankly I never thought of having a new laptop anywhere near this month pun. Just the idea of having a new one cou...

Salam. Its already 8th of March. So, result SPM has been announced for approximately 5 days ago. Alhamdulillah, I manage to score straight as. Though stuck 2 A solid but still bersyukur. And now, I'm currently in an undecided stage. Ingatkan after SPM, like everything's gonna be easier, smooth sailing, and whatnot. Rupanya, in order to decide your career path isnt all that kacang, OK. My choice is either medic or engineering. Nak jadi engineer to be honest dah lepas dah bcs dah dapat offer from UTP and Uniten. And with Uniten tu, dapat full scholarship so once I enrolled, which is suppose 16hrb ni, I dont have to think of duit perbelanjaan tu semua lagi bcs dh dapat scholar YTN. BUT, I'm thinking of nk smbg medic. Tapi betul ke aku nak medic? Hmm. My physics is stronger than Bio. Nevertheless, right now, it's either A-levels or IB, JPA or MARA. The ball is in my court. Yes, I did thought of Istikharah but i can't so its kind of disappointing, to not be able to ...

Life is a journey. But along the journey, storm will eventually get in your way you no matter how fast a lightning you run the opposite direction, trying with every ounce of strength you have to avoid its presence and to 'dis'invite the inevitable. Hah! Lol what the heck am I ranting? I guess Im still to absorbed to TFIOS. You know, John Green is really good like VERY. I came across loads of metaphors that is actually mind blowing in this masterpiece-ish. Gus'  words made me grinning like an idiot OK. It was as if Im Hazel Grace. (gila) Although Peter Van Houten's were quite harsh, but still, made me wanting to further study in literature. But, nah, I'd rather take the pleasure of reading and appreciating the beautiful structure than had to crack my brain studying the true meaning of what those sentences held. Besides Im not that good with words.  Anyway, my point is I have a job interview today! God, I'm a nervous wreck. I'm applying for a pa...

Assalamualaikum! :) Okay so its 25th of August bersamaan raya ke 20 lebih dah kan? Hm kejapppp je dah nak habis raya. ;__; Erm anyway I've already wear braces. Yipeeeeeee and a wee bit sobs actually. Yippeeeee because I've finally got what I wanted as my PMR presents. Sobs because it kinda hurts though. But pain is gain right. After this balik asrama. Ugh God i hate this. Nak berjumpa dengan dormmates lagi classmates lagi haih. They might even make me as a joke item. But oh well lesbi honest Im kinda used to that. Cause honestly idgasf. I dont care what they think of me cause its my life. It has nothing to do with theirs. Well I gotta admit im still pretty much a pathetic loner but theres nothing in my power to overcome that. Im anti social or maaaayyyybe socially awkward so you get the point. Or maybe not if you aint on the same shoes as I am. Pardon me for my broken english. (Hey! At least I tried!) Exam's just around the corner. The sae goes to HKSBP Netball too. Hm...