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Hai I just checked the online MARA application and I got it! But I cannot get my hopes too high though bcs this is only the first step that is for the interview session je. After this ada ujian psychometrics which is to be done online je on 20th march ni. Then on the 28th I have to go to Kolej Mara Banting at 8am for the iv. Hmm, as far as I know, they divide into a few kelompoks. And the session only lasts for 4 hours je. So I think they'll be doing kelompok lah mcm group discussions then nak tengok siapa yg standout. GOD! :( The candidates have to wear sports attire and yang lagi absurd for me is that we have to bring at least, I repeat ATLEAST 10 helai of A4 papers! Gila kau, nyahh! Okay, this is really scary though.... Hmm I just hope I could do well. Know what? Because I am highly aware that I'll be competing against banyak straight a's student yg definitely have berderet A plusses on their slip tu. Silap haribulan budak straight A+ pun ada. So it's really ner

Salam.   These past few weeks have been really mcm whistle blow for me. Idk maksud ke idak tu sebenarnya. Midnight ni segala harem words yg terkeluar of my mind ni. But anyway, banyak perkara made me re-think and muhasabah myself. Entahla, sometimes I think that I really like really really really need to go to rehabilitation. NO. Not bcs of the drug addictions or whatever not tu but for self-improvement. No, that's not the word. Haih why oh whyyy am I bad at using words ni? ugh... -_-     Okay sorry. I keep on gibbering ni.     My uncle bought me a laptop (ehem) because I (dengan muka tak malunya) asked from him as my SPM present. I mean, he's devilishly wealthy so why not? Mana tahu masuk jarum tu kan? And just a few days later he bought it. Just like sekali petik je. Didn't saw it coming tau. Sumpah! Cause frankly I never thought of having a new laptop anywhere near this month pun. Just the idea of having a new one could be cool since it will be useful at

Salam. Its already 8th of March. So, result SPM has been announced for approximately 5 days ago. Alhamdulillah, I manage to score straight as. Though stuck 2 A solid but still bersyukur. And now, I'm currently in an undecided stage. Ingatkan after SPM, like everything's gonna be easier, smooth sailing, and whatnot. Rupanya, in order to decide your career path isnt all that kacang, OK. My choice is either medic or engineering. Nak jadi engineer to be honest dah lepas dah bcs dah dapat offer from UTP and Uniten. And with Uniten tu, dapat full scholarship so once I enrolled, which is suppose 16hrb ni, I dont have to think of duit perbelanjaan tu semua lagi bcs dh dapat scholar YTN. BUT, I'm thinking of nk smbg medic. Tapi betul ke aku nak medic? Hmm. My physics is stronger than Bio. Nevertheless, right now, it's either A-levels or IB, JPA or MARA. The ball is in my court. Yes, I did thought of Istikharah but i can't so its kind of disappointing, to not be able to