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Hai I just checked the online MARA application and I got it! But I cannot get my hopes too high though bcs this is only the first step that is for the interview session je. After this ada ujian psychometrics which is to be done online je on 20th march ni. Then on the 28th I have to go to Kolej Mara Banting at 8am for the iv. Hmm, as far as I know, they divide into a few kelompoks. And the session only lasts for 4 hours je. So I think they'll be doing kelompok lah mcm group discussions then nak tengok siapa yg standout. GOD! :( The candidates have to wear sports attire and yang lagi absurd for me is that we have to bring at least, I repeat ATLEAST 10 helai of A4 papers! Gila kau, nyahh! Okay, this is really scary though.... Hmm I just hope I could do well. Know what? Because I am highly aware that I'll be competing against banyak straight a's student yg definitely have berderet A plusses on the...

Salam.   These past few weeks have been really mcm whistle blow for me. Idk maksud ke idak tu sebenarnya. Midnight ni segala harem words yg terkeluar of my mind ni. But anyway, banyak perkara made me re-think and muhasabah myself. Entahla, sometimes I think that I really like really really really need to go to rehabilitation. NO. Not bcs of the drug addictions or whatever not tu but for self-improvement. No, that's not the word. Haih why oh whyyy am I bad at using words ni? ugh... -_-     Okay sorry. I keep on gibbering ni.     My uncle bought me a laptop (ehem) because I (dengan muka tak malunya) asked from him as my SPM present. I mean, he's devilishly wealthy so why not? Mana tahu masuk jarum tu kan? And just a few days later he bought it. Just like sekali petik je. Didn't saw it coming tau. Sumpah! Cause frankly I never thought of having a new laptop anywhere near this month pun. Just the idea of having a new one cou...

Salam. Its already 8th of March. So, result SPM has been announced for approximately 5 days ago. Alhamdulillah, I manage to score straight as. Though stuck 2 A solid but still bersyukur. And now, I'm currently in an undecided stage. Ingatkan after SPM, like everything's gonna be easier, smooth sailing, and whatnot. Rupanya, in order to decide your career path isnt all that kacang, OK. My choice is either medic or engineering. Nak jadi engineer to be honest dah lepas dah bcs dah dapat offer from UTP and Uniten. And with Uniten tu, dapat full scholarship so once I enrolled, which is suppose 16hrb ni, I dont have to think of duit perbelanjaan tu semua lagi bcs dh dapat scholar YTN. BUT, I'm thinking of nk smbg medic. Tapi betul ke aku nak medic? Hmm. My physics is stronger than Bio. Nevertheless, right now, it's either A-levels or IB, JPA or MARA. The ball is in my court. Yes, I did thought of Istikharah but i can't so its kind of disappointing, to not be able to ...

Life is a journey. But along the journey, storm will eventually get in your way you no matter how fast a lightning you run the opposite direction, trying with every ounce of strength you have to avoid its presence and to 'dis'invite the inevitable. Hah! Lol what the heck am I ranting? I guess Im still to absorbed to TFIOS. You know, John Green is really good like VERY. I came across loads of metaphors that is actually mind blowing in this masterpiece-ish. Gus'  words made me grinning like an idiot OK. It was as if Im Hazel Grace. (gila) Although Peter Van Houten's were quite harsh, but still, made me wanting to further study in literature. But, nah, I'd rather take the pleasure of reading and appreciating the beautiful structure than had to crack my brain studying the true meaning of what those sentences held. Besides Im not that good with words.  Anyway, my point is I have a job interview today! God, I'm a nervous wreck. I'm applying for a pa...

Assalamualaikum! :) Okay so its 25th of August bersamaan raya ke 20 lebih dah kan? Hm kejapppp je dah nak habis raya. ;__; Erm anyway I've already wear braces. Yipeeeeeee and a wee bit sobs actually. Yippeeeee because I've finally got what I wanted as my PMR presents. Sobs because it kinda hurts though. But pain is gain right. After this balik asrama. Ugh God i hate this. Nak berjumpa dengan dormmates lagi classmates lagi haih. They might even make me as a joke item. But oh well lesbi honest Im kinda used to that. Cause honestly idgasf. I dont care what they think of me cause its my life. It has nothing to do with theirs. Well I gotta admit im still pretty much a pathetic loner but theres nothing in my power to overcome that. Im anti social or maaaayyyybe socially awkward so you get the point. Or maybe not if you aint on the same shoes as I am. Pardon me for my broken english. (Hey! At least I tried!) Exam's just around the corner. The sae goes to HKSBP Netball too. Hm...

Assalamualaikum and have a pleasant day cingus! Okay its month seventh for me to be studying at SEMESRA . To tell the truth, i dont know. *shrugs* Its just that im still trying hard to get along with all the tides there. I havent been updating much though cause I dont seem to find the time to update. Busy as a bee, I guess. The fact that I hardly think that anyone would read this so there's no point of me updating too many things.  I dont participate in any kind of games held. So many competitors so I thought I should back up. Know why? Cause I have a feeling even if I tried my luck, that luck will never come. They seemed pretty judgemental, if you get my rhythm. :) So I dont and wont even stand a chance. Oh yeah, I was elated that at least I DID participate in one of the competitions held. I mean WILL. The HKSBP Netball that is going to be held at SAMURA. At first buat 2 weeks before Ramadhan and my team did arrive at Samura and siap lepaking dekat dormitories/Aspura di...

Assalamualaikum ! Okay Alin dapat Sains Rembau . Never heard that name before in my life . Azlin apply Seseri butttt baru tahu yang kita memang takkan dapat sbp yang kita mintak kan ? Memang mintak kaki . -.- Macam taknak pergi . Macam nak pon ada . Because life dekat SMKBSP ni dah okay . So far so good . I think I'm beginning to be okay in here . But then again , memang dah niat since Form3 nak masuk asrama if dapat straight A . So tu problem nya sekarang . Atikah , a person that sits beside-beside me dapat Seseri . Dia mohon SSP Cyberjaya tapi dapat Seseri KL . Untunglah diaa ! Government macam sesaja nk menyakitkan hati kita . Life can be so sooooo unfair. Haih that's all . Takda mood nk update bebanyak . Cheerios !