So much so for perfections.

Salam...

Nobody's perfect huh. For some reason, I am definitely one to argue (physically i mean). Let's go with this; not everybody's physically perfect. YES that would be much more acceptable. Tipulah kan you have never met a perfectly flawless people. Bcs in my seventeen years of life, from my peripheral point of view, there ARE flawless human beings. Every angles and curves of their body and facial features are molded and so perfectly carved that I could do absolutely nothing else but stare at them in full admiration. Almighty can do no wrong.

 Nevertheless, I, being a perfect queen of imperfections, have flaws which I loathe. But self-destruct is waaayyyyyy out of the equation. I'm too precious to go down that road! I cant change the way I look. That's beyond my limited power! God created each person for a reason to change if not the whole world, but to the world of someone at least. Each individual has their vital role in making a significant involvement or values to others right? Some who knew me might be annoyed by my incredibly low self-esteem but i cant change your perception. Everyone has different views on something and that makes us whole. So no, I wont expect u to like me or hate me being me. That's just the way I roll.

Self acceptance takes time, so to speak. Just look at Demi. Even though perhaps it IS achievable but even Demi needs rehabilitation in order to make her realise her actual self-worth. 

As a Muslim, I know we all need Allah. Im still searching and carving my dented road to make it straight. I know I ought to devote myself solely to Him. But at the end of the day, we are humans after all. At one point or another, we are too busy living in a rat race that we became negligent of our main purpose of living...no other than just a traveller