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Life is a journey. But along the journey, storm will eventually get in your way you no matter how fast a lightning you run the opposite direction, trying with every ounce of strength you have to avoid its presence and to 'dis'invite the inevitable. Hah! Lol what the heck am I ranting? I guess Im still to absorbed to TFIOS. You know, John Green is really good like VERY. I came across loads of metaphors that is actually mind blowing in this masterpiece-ish. Gus'  words made me grinning like an idiot OK. It was as if Im Hazel Grace. (gila) Although Peter Van Houten's were quite harsh, but still, made me wanting to further study in literature. But, nah, I'd rather take the pleasure of reading and appreciating the beautiful structure than had to crack my brain studying the true meaning of what those sentences held. Besides Im not that good with words.  Anyway, my point is I have a job interview today! God, I'm a nervous wreck. I'm applying for a pa...

Assalamualaikum! :) Okay so its 25th of August bersamaan raya ke 20 lebih dah kan? Hm kejapppp je dah nak habis raya. ;__; Erm anyway I've already wear braces. Yipeeeeeee and a wee bit sobs actually. Yippeeeee because I've finally got what I wanted as my PMR presents. Sobs because it kinda hurts though. But pain is gain right. After this balik asrama. Ugh God i hate this. Nak berjumpa dengan dormmates lagi classmates lagi haih. They might even make me as a joke item. But oh well lesbi honest Im kinda used to that. Cause honestly idgasf. I dont care what they think of me cause its my life. It has nothing to do with theirs. Well I gotta admit im still pretty much a pathetic loner but theres nothing in my power to overcome that. Im anti social or maaaayyyybe socially awkward so you get the point. Or maybe not if you aint on the same shoes as I am. Pardon me for my broken english. (Hey! At least I tried!) Exam's just around the corner. The sae goes to HKSBP Netball too. Hm...

Assalamualaikum and have a pleasant day cingus! Okay its month seventh for me to be studying at SEMESRA . To tell the truth, i dont know. *shrugs* Its just that im still trying hard to get along with all the tides there. I havent been updating much though cause I dont seem to find the time to update. Busy as a bee, I guess. The fact that I hardly think that anyone would read this so there's no point of me updating too many things.  I dont participate in any kind of games held. So many competitors so I thought I should back up. Know why? Cause I have a feeling even if I tried my luck, that luck will never come. They seemed pretty judgemental, if you get my rhythm. :) So I dont and wont even stand a chance. Oh yeah, I was elated that at least I DID participate in one of the competitions held. I mean WILL. The HKSBP Netball that is going to be held at SAMURA. At first buat 2 weeks before Ramadhan and my team did arrive at Samura and siap lepaking dekat dormitories/Aspura di...

Assalamualaikum ! Okay Alin dapat Sains Rembau . Never heard that name before in my life . Azlin apply Seseri butttt baru tahu yang kita memang takkan dapat sbp yang kita mintak kan ? Memang mintak kaki . -.- Macam taknak pergi . Macam nak pon ada . Because life dekat SMKBSP ni dah okay . So far so good . I think I'm beginning to be okay in here . But then again , memang dah niat since Form3 nak masuk asrama if dapat straight A . So tu problem nya sekarang . Atikah , a person that sits beside-beside me dapat Seseri . Dia mohon SSP Cyberjaya tapi dapat Seseri KL . Untunglah diaa ! Government macam sesaja nk menyakitkan hati kita . Life can be so sooooo unfair. Haih that's all . Takda mood nk update bebanyak . Cheerios !

Haloooooooooo Assalamualaikum! :) Well hello there ! :3 Okay as you all may have not know yet I just moved to a new school . Because this school is adjacent to where I am living rn . It's just a 5 minute ride . So that's why i moved here . But let's be honest . I have no intention of staying here permanently at all because I'm still waiting the offer to the sbp or mrsm . GOD PLEASE ! Hm i just got about 2 or 3 friends . LOL again what a loner i am ! Saddy sad life . T.T Yeah i'm pretty much socially awkward and pendiam . So i guess that explains A LOT . Oh yeah i forgot one fact , ugly . So yup ! How i wish i was all the character up there i think in that way only can i make  a lot of friends but.. i guess everything is the other way round here . :'( I guess that's it for today . I'll keep updating about my progress in this school and let's see what the future holds . buh-bye  xoxo

Assalamualaikum . Hihi alhamdulillah . Hari ni intan nk update pasal result pmr intan . Syukur dapat 8A . :') Finally , all my hardwork pays off . See ? Allah maha adil . :> Okay at first tadi dah sampai sekolah at about 10 a.m. (i know excited gila) But then cikgu Mathana ckp the result will not be announced until 11:30 or so . So intan dok lepak dekat al-salam . hahaha sarapan ok ! And at about 11 , intan syafiqah (isya) called me . She got 8A !!! Kita soo happy for her !  I actually screamed dekat al-salam but lantaklah ! haha . Convent 129 perfect score kan ? Tahniah . Kita pon dh nervous dah . Ye lah result dekat sekolah kita tak keluar lagi . Dia dekat JB dah tahu . So bla bla bla , akhirnya kita pon diannounced one of the students yang dapat 8A Eeeeeeep ! Happy gila weh ! :'D Sekolah kita 15 orang je yang dapat straight A's . Competitors kita (Wong Yee Jinq) yang dlm kelas kit...

Hai korang Assalamualaikum . ^^ '' Orang dekat belakang gambar ni sibuk tak lawa pulak tu . '' Those ten measly little words hit me right into my heart and it instantaneously sinks beneath the very deep of my self-loathe ocean . Hmm ya kita tahu . But just to let you know , I am Allah's creation . You do know that right ? Or were you too oblivious that time to even think about it ? And you do know that that instant you taunted me , isn't it as if you were taunting Allah too ? It happens so indirectly isn't it ? The irony . So Abby , look who's talking now ? ;) Okay bye! xx